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| I guess I never write in here much. However, it is one of the only safe and sacred places I could find to express myself without hurting others so yay me!
I Can't Stop Loving You - Van Halen
Theres a time and place for everything, for everyone
We can push with all our might, but nothins gonna come
Oh no, nothins gonna change
And if I asked you not to try
Oh could you let it be
I wanna hold you and say
We cant throw this all away
Tell me you wont go, you wont go
Do you have to hear me say
I cant stop lovin you
And no matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh
I cant stop loving you
You change your friends, your place in life
You can change your mind, we can change the way we say
And do anytime
Oh no, but I think youll find
That when you look inside your heart
Oh baby, Ill be there, yeah
Hold on
Im holding on
Baby, just come on, come on, cdome on
I just wanna hear you say
I cant stop lovin you
And no matter what you say or do
You know my heart is true, oh
I cant stop lovin you
Oh, Im so twisted and tied
And all I remember
Was how hard we tried
Only to surrender
And when its over
I know how its gonna be
And true love will never die
No, not fade away
And I cant stop lovin you
No matter what I say or do
You know my heart is true, oh
I cant stop lovin you
And I know what I got to do
Hey ray, what you said is true
I cant stop lovin you, oh
Oh, I cant stop lovin you
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| I've never been good at expressing myself, so of course I'll find a song to do it for me: A Man I'll Never Be - Boston If I said whats on my mind
Youd turn and walk away
Disappearing way back in your dreams
Its so hard to be unkind
So easy just to say
That everything is just the way it seems
You look up at me
And somewhere in your mind you see
A man Ill never be
If only I could find a way
Id feel like Im the man you believe I am
And it gets harder every day for me
To hide behind this dream you see
A man Ill never be
I cant get any stronger
I cant climb any higher
Youll never know just how hard Ive tried
Cry a little longer
And hold a little tighter
Emotions cant be satisfied
You look up at me
And somewhere in your mind you see
A man Ill never be
If only I could find a way
Id feel like Im the man you believe I am
And it gets harder every day for me
To hide behind this dream you see
A man Ill never be
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| You people have been chosen…
…to reveal our existence to the world.
You will witness what happens here today, and you will tell of it later.
Now you will recieve us.
We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry.
We do not want your tired and sick.
It is your corrupt we claim.
It is your evil that will be sucked by us.
With every breath we shall hunt them down.
Each day we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies.
Do not kill! Do not rape! Do not steal!
These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace.
These are not polite suggestions. These are cause of behavior.
And those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost.
There are varying degrees of evil.
We urge you lesser forms of filth…
…not to push the bounds and cross over…
…into true corruption, into our domain.
But if you do…
…one day you will look behind you and you will see we three.
And on that day you will repend!
And we will send you towards ever god, you wish. And shepherds we shall be for Thee, my Lord, for Thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand.
That our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command.
So we shall flow a river forth to Thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.
- In nomine Patris - Et Filii
Et Spiritus Sancti. -Boondock Saints. | | |
| Oh man. I wasn't feeling well this morning so I decided to take some medicine and go back to sleep, which I did promptly. However it wasn't all peaceful from then on out...I had the saddest and most depressing dream I think I've ever had. It was so bad that I even logged on the internet at 11 in the morning to type it. So me and a bunch of friends were at I think Knott's Berry Farm eventhough what I saw there was definately not Knotts. Well the point was I was with my friends and then I became seperated. I searched and eventually found a friend from Denver who had lost all my Denver friends. So I figured we would search together. So we found the Denver friends in an abandoned room in the hallways in the back (like the back of the mall sorta) and they were playing cards! So they apparently got angry at me because they were hiding from this other guy with me. And so again I was all alone haha looking for everyone I had lost. So I thought I saw a certain friend, but I lost them in the crowd...it seemed like they lost me though. So I guess I finally found some people when we were leaving but that certain friend I thought I saw wasn't there and I was worried. But the buses took us to a church and while they were looking for me to play in the band I as looking for that friend. I finally decided to call that person's phone and some random person answered. I asked where my friend was and they said right there. I asked if I could talk to my friend and they said just a second and in the background I could hear "do you want to talk to Dan?" and they said "no i never want to speak to him again!" I didn't know what I did and so I pleaded asking if I could please speak with my friend but again all I heard in the background is "I don't want you in my life and I never want to speak to you again." For some uncharacteristic reason I just exploded and shouted into the phone "well I'm not gonna stick around then, I'm gonna go home." And I started to do that, I walked down a hill being chased by two of my other friends until I got to my truck and pulled down the back to put my suitcase in (yeah i just had a suitcase all of a sudden, funny how dreams do that) but I couldn't lift it in...I just lost it and collapsed weeping...heck I started weeping but then I began ballin' I just couldn't talk it...my friend tried to comfort me but it just didn't seem to work I couldn't stop. Then I woke up all depressed. Lol I don't know what's up but that was my dream. Forth Eorlingas! | | |
| Anyone here ever seen Meet Joe Black? Ok ok ok I know not many people actually like that movie, but I do. Not really my type of movie, but well everyone has got thier guilty pleasures. So in the movie this guy gets hit by a car and well...dies...sorta! Death takes his body and walks the earth for a while. While the story is great and slightly more complicated than the brief overview I'm giving, the point I'm trying to make is that when death leaves he gives this guy his body and ultimately his life back. So pretty much thanks to death and slightly to his wittiness in the coffee shop earlier in the movie before he dies, this guy awakens to pretty much a dream situation with a beautiful woman that is totally in love with him. Yeah probably no one has thought about this part, but wouldn't that be cool? To suddenly wake up without the lonliness and alienation that we sometimes feel? To have that special someone just put in front of you like that? I think that would be kinda cool haha, Forth Eorlingas!
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